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19.7.05

"Call me Mr Trump. I got a nice large parking lot...." Wtf? who do you think you are? Michael vs Trump? Would the Don actually call? that's just dumb. He's got a tower. Why would he be interested in your parking lot?
Have you watched Apprentice? It's just childish of Michael to respond after he was fired. Also, by watching this show, what do you think about management? The tasks seemed easy, but the management of people is extremely hard. Do you think you can be the next apprentice? I think I can. Not now though. :)

Currently listening to: Jack Johnson - Sitting Waiting Wishing

17.7.05

Wheat vs Weeds. Yes you heard me. Imagine when you're planting wheat, and weeds come out of no where trying to take over the land. "that's easy, spray the weedkiller and they'll all be dealt with in no time". Wrong, weeds will still come. Sooner or later.
Don't you hate weeds? I do. Like everyone else. I can speak on behalf of all people that we do hate weeds. We do hate some people. Sometimes the people we hate are the people we see each and everyday, or at least most of the time, when we go shopping, hang out, attending functions, parties. We do see people we hate. Sometimes we hate them so much we want to get rid of them. Well, don't deny that you do want to do this deep inside you. Even though you know it's just a thought. But hey, it's still hatred. At ANY degree it's still called hatred.
Why do you hate some people? Sometimes it's of no apparent reason at all. You just hate him/her. Sometimes it's just he/she hates you that's why you hate him. And sometimes, that person you loved just hurt you so bad that love just turns into hatred. And sometimes you don't want to hate that person but that person disappointed you so much you think he/she deserves to be hated.
Oh well, we can't please anyone. Think of it this way: We do need these people. Yes, we do. Without them, we might be the next in the list to be hated. How true is that? Look around you. You see a lot of people you hate, yet you see a lot that you like and hang around with. If these hated people disappear in thin air woosh! what do you see? just some ordinary people whom you think are just perfect. But this world ain't perfect. It's an unfinished business. Right down to the day you die, you still have unfinished business. "I wish I could still do this" or that but, this world is unfair. Look at your own room. Do you have a messy desk or a tidy one? Definition varies from one to another. You think that having books neatly stacked on the table is neat enough, but Susan thinks you should just put all of them in the book shelf, or worse she thinks that they should be in alphabetical order!
So live your life like you wanted it to be. If you want to be liked, you have to like yourself too. Having people to like you starts from you yourself. Improve yourself. Don't join the hate gang and keep criticising people like you're much better than they are. AFter all, there wouldn't be 'like' or 'love' without 'dislike' or 'hate', ain't it?
Pause for a moment and think hard. It's you. BE yourself.

Currently: Mario - Let Me Love You

15.7.05

Best Out Of Office Replies:

1. I am currently out at a job interview and will reply to youif I fail to get the position. Be prepared for my mood.
2. You are receiving this automatic notification because I amout of the office. If I was in, chances are you wouldn't havereceived anything at all.
3. I will be unable to delete all the unread, worthless emailsyou send me until I return from holiday on 4 April. Please bepatient and your mail will be deleted in the order it wasreceived.
4. Thank you for your email. Your credit card has beencharged $5.99 for the first ten words and $1.99 for eachadditional word in your message.
5. The e-mail server is unable to verify your serverconnection and is unable to deliver this message. Pleaserestart your computer and try sending again. (The beauty of this is that when you return, you can see howmany in-duh-viduals did this over and over).
6. Thank you for your message, which has been added to aqueuing system. You are currently in 352nd place, and canexpect to receive a reply in approximately 19 weeks.
7. I've run away to join a different circus.
AND, FINALLY, THIS ONE TAKES THE CAKE:
8. I will be out of the office for the next 2 weeks formedical reasons. When I return, please refer to me as'Margaret' instead of 'Steve'.

Currently still.... in office

11.7.05

My girlfriend's gone back to Christchurch. Suddenly the place is a bit too quiet. the only sound i hear is the humming of my old pc... bugger.
Haven't blogged for sometime. Dont' know how I should start this but i'll say whatever my finger wants me to....
or maybe i should just keep it short and simple?
May: During mid of may through early June was back in Malaysia, mainly to spend time with parents. Did some shopping for cheap, i mean really damn cheap shirts; as well as meeting up with friends: high school as well as college ones. One thing i realised back then: there was already a gap in our perception of things. I mean back then I was still a graduate with no experience in the workforce at all. seeing my working friends who have at least months of working experience, I felt like I was a kid. "Maybe I ought to start work soon a?" This prompted me to search for jobs in Christchurch as well as accommodation in Auckland, in case I couldn't get one (which I happen to go for this last resort currently) (I already had an offer since last year, had been trying to look for one in chch still....) It might be that the boss up there (god) heard my prayer or something, I found this great flat in Auckland and no complaints whatsoever, after knowing that my landlord was willing to wait for my reply till one week after I arrived in Christchurch.
By mid June, I arrived back in Christchurch with hopes that I could be given an opportunity to stay in Christchurch. I was disappointed. However, moving up to Auckland maybe isn't such a bad idea, given that I had a decent flat to start up with (even though I had to drive all the way up from Christchurch) and Mabel to help me settle down. It wasn't really difficult in the end.
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Now I'm quite settled with my life here in the city, a new chapter starts.

Akon - Lonely