first of all, I would like to wish my mum a very Happy Birthday. Secondly, I'd like to thank my dad for the gift he gave me. It's not just a gift, it's a new chapter, a new lesson in life. It's a new learning to test my ability to take care of my own finances. I know I haven't been able to take charge of my money, I feel like it's the other way! Now I will have no more excuses for myself, it's time to really struggle to get myself (as well as the money) back on track. I can do it. Haven't been able to really update my site. I feel like there's really no space for me to breathe, even during the xmas period. I feel deflated. I feel stoned. I feel numb. It's been a good year for me as a survivor of this course that i'm doing. I'm feeling like i'm going to reach the end of it pretty soon. It's just too much work with too little time given. Man, I wish I could just take a break from all these soon before i run out of steam. Just two more months.....I'm getting there.Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year to all.currently listening to Power Station - Cai Hong