Amazon.com: Books: Understanding Loved Boys and Boylovers
understanding loved boys and boylovers?? wow, this is new to me. i found this book from the world's most popular online bookseller. the content actually talks about having intimate relationships with under-aged boys. (!!!) yeah, it says so. thought i'd share this with you, maybe you'll get a copy of it and read it or whatever, it's just something i wish i have time to browse through it a bit, cos it's been so hot a topic that everyone seems anxious to know what effect it has on sex-criminals!
p.s. lemme know what you think about it when you've read it :)
currently trying to finish up my reading and .... assignment (again).

what the hell? in 15 mins i'm going out. clubbing. hopefully it is... "dance party" ? hmm. sound like one, hopefully it is. i'm waiting for my friend to get ready actually. got nothing to do now. can't study for ten minutes. can only wait here.... oh yea, haven't blogged for some time already ya. sorry, i have to apologize. been bz lately. hmm, bz? yeah i am. this is the standard reason. who isn't bz anyway? you get bz studying, you get bz working, even sleeping makes u bz. am i right? argh.... stop the crap now. i'm moody now. dunno why. ah yea, maybe someone close to me is moody so it makes me moody too... i want to go out clubbing, wanna enjoy myself. but that someone is a bit moody and this makes me not feel like it... hope that person gets better later ya.... you know who you are... :) actually nothing much really happened lately... but i gotta go out now.. will blog soon!
currently listening to.... Jay - San Nian Er Ban

downloaded a song "Qing Tian" from Jay's new album yesterday. if Shawn didn't recommend it to me, i would have stopped listening to Jay's songs. dunno why, i just find the melodies from every album seem to be similar, nothing special anymore. what i could get from this new song is sadness. didn't feel like listening to it first, but soon after watching the downloaded music video, you'll get a feel of what it is like and soon you'll follow the flow, again! the music video kinda reflects what i, or everyone else my age, have felt or experienced before in high school years. this song is actually quite common, the beats, the style of Jay's when you've been following his songs since album one. it's kinda like "An Hao" from the album "8 Dimensions" , or "Kai Bu Liao Kou" from "Fantasy" album... but, i can't stop myself from listening to his songs. they make me think of a lot of things. i remembered when i first 'accepted' Jay's songs, i was back in Year 2 in Uk. it started when my ex told me that his songs were nice and easy listening. I downloaded the whole buncha songs from his 'Fantasy' album, and learnt the lyrics from each song... now, without realising that time has passed so swiftly, i have already graduated, and gone through with a lot of things, be it sad or happy, or disappointment, or whatever, Jay's songs has accompanied me all through these times... don't you have the same experience yourself? every movie has its soundtrack, every soul has his soundtrack too. i have, and they're Jay's songs.
Jay Zhou Jie Lun - Qing Tian

finally the three-day block mode course has ended! what i get is a big pile of notes and a few assignments. met my supervisor dr davidson and he told me that i have to meet him tomorrow to get some lecture notes (he's also my lecturer in another course which is held on mondays which i missed this week), and the most important thing is : assignment! that means i've got at least 2 assignments which i haven't had a clue what they're all about, on top of one more which will be given tomorrow.... hmm, wicked i should say, as life had never been this meaningful. for the past 4 days, what i have been doing are studying, sleeping. if i could stay on like this for the next 18 months (!!! yeah, 18months...) i could just produce something out of this course, hopefully. there's a thesis which i haven't had the time, not even 15 mins, to put my hand on.... oh yeah, got my keys to my post grad office yesterday. it was above my expectation as i thought i'd get just a desk with nothing else, .... hehe, at least there's a pretty big window with plenty of sunlight! hmm, life is starting to get better ya... (hopefully) ^^ although (here's the bad side of it...) i got a ticket from the city council for 'breach of time limit'... what the hell is that? i thought. that morning, i couldn't find a carpark in the university, so i found this very tiny carpark (which is not illegal) but the time limit was 120 mins. without too much consideration, i parked there and went straight for my lecture. after less than two hours (before 11am) i came back to my car and found a space just in front of where my car was parked. perfect! i thought. this was too good to be true, i didn't have to look for another parking space. after lecture i went back to get my car and what i found was this bloody ticket! you can say that i have exceeded the time limit, but here's the point: the ticket was issued at 12.18 at noon! this is not a good thing! i parked my car at a new spot at 11am but i got a ticket at 12.18 , does that make sense? no, it does not!.. i have nothing to argue about if i got a ticket issued after 1pm, but 12 something??? u must be kidding me mate...

haven't had lectures like this for some time now. nine to five for three straight days! a semester's notes all being thrown at you in the space of three days. hmm, cool eh? yeah, it is. imagine that you have to sit there from nine till five in the evening. approximately seven hours of lectures all stuffed into your tiny brain and before you could absorb them, you'll have more to swallow the following day. this could prove fatal. after having a break for 2 hours for dinner, i went straight to the civil engineering computer suite to do some revision for the day's 7 hour lecture. i couldn't. there's too much! wait, there's 3 times 7 hour lecture = 21 hours. oh my god, this is too much. and oh yeah, assignments! ... life is getting more meaningful now. cos i'm going to get crazy again. haha. dun worry, i'm already crazy. can be more crazy if i want to. justlook4 me.