heard of friendster? it seems like a super cool site where you could actually find friends whom you thought you've lost contact with since high school years! but too bad, i think the server's quite crappy as it seems so darn slow these days when i could spend some precious time finding my way through the database. right now i'm only connected to less than 10 ppl, but i am pretty sure that i could connect to at least a hundred of them easily if the server's up and running, dammit. how's everyone who's been checking out my site lately? i'm actually trying to give myself a break today, as i've got a reply from the director of the course that i'm hoping to get a place in. at least, he replied..... i've been waiting for like 2 weeks for this reply and it felt like 2 years, yeah, the waiting sucks when you know you've got more to plan for ahead of you. well so far at this stage i'm looking forward to this interview and hopefully will get a 'yes' from him and maybe life will be better for me. you know, it's never been this worse since that day i was told that my results weren't good enough to do research in this field. yeah, i should agree with my supervisor. painful it may seem when i's told of this in my face, but at least i am now facing the facts. i'm no genius. this is not my field. i could as well spend my time in something i might have interest in, or more importantly in something that i'm better in. life shouldn't be that bad. i could view it as an experience i had to go through. or maybe a short course for one semester. time passes by, people learn everyday...