I'm in office now. fucking 10pm. burning all the stuff to cd's and transferring personal stuff to my ext hdd. mf.

have i been slack? woke up at 8 this morning. arrived at work at 8.30. been out on site, takanini, brigham creek, and albany, till 3.30pm. got told to swap my pc with a colleague within the next 24hrs. notice that I GOT TOLD to do so. no space for negotiation at all. wtf.

and straight after that I had to archive bloody boxes and clean up the boxes at my desk. but before I really got it started I had to go out again. this time to western springs for site visit. my day practically just finished at 5.30pm. straight after that I went out for a run.

Nike run again. 10km today. brilliant. now i'm fucked. tired. i wish i could sleep now. no. i have to come back to office to finish up my desk cleanup.

but hey why am i blogging now? yeah i'm waiting for the burner to finish burning the old stuff to DVD's. why the burning? cos i'm swapping my powerful state of the art pc with my colleague's super freakin slow sub standard pc. (shhh... at least i think so). a pc with two monitors downgraded to one with just one monitor. why are we archiving stuff? cos we're doing some major shifting between departments. Traffic team's gonna shift to structural team. but why am i cleaning up my desk in a hurry? cos i'm no more in traffic. pretty soon. i'm off to Proj Mgmt team. yeah you heard me. I'm outta here. sad in a way since i'm so used to traffic team. happy in a way since i'm gonna be exposed to new stuff in engineering.

During this transition it will be pretty much mobile for me. since i'm taking over Lucas' (my current 'mentor') projects I will basically be out on site all the time. However this will be a chance to get out of office. it's summer for god sake. get some vitamin E. not that i'm fair or something. but i'm not black. slip slop slap ppl.

but i'm hoping to achieve something within the next few months before i fly home to malaysia for cny. hopefully something good comes out of this before i move to environmental team. (yes! u heard me again! env team :p)

Don't wanna get sick again. Not physically sick but the mind's pretty sick for a while... Think about this: Have you ever been so bored with what you're doing till you almost lose the enthusiasm in doing whatever that you had hoped to do? That was me. Now life is going through a big change.

There is definitely light at the end of this bloody dark tunnel. Get a torch.

Currently listening to Chris Brown - Say Goodbye..... Warren's got the same feeling listening to this song. :) There it goes ppl enjoy it. especially the lyrics