Sorry for making you guys worried in my previous blog. i just said whatever that's crossed my mind when i blogged. now i'm a bit ok. thank you so much for your concern. let me update myself here. i've just enrolled and now i'm officially a canty student! also, i've passed a driving test . yeah yeah, it's such a fuss as a permanent resident who's had his full license back home for 4 years now has to re-take a beginner's level driving test. whatever my complaint is, i would like to put a full stop here. there's no point talking too much about it and not finding comfort from it. if you had followed my blogs for the past 12 months, you'll notice that most of my blogs are all about complaints, bullshits, football (soccer in american term), blah blah blah. well, you have to deal with it, cos that's what life is. when you don't have something you wish for, you complain. when you have something you never wished for, you also complain. when you are at an intersection and you don't know which direction is best for you, you think of all the what if's. there are so many things in life that you wanna do but you can't physically accomplish them at the same time. then you tend to plan the whole thing, u draw a big timetable, slotting in whatever you have in mind in the tiniest slot you could find and trying to make full use of all the time, hoping that whatever is squeezed into these holes would make up to your expection. in the end, you fail to accomplish all. but think of the bright side of it i should say, u have 10 plans, u accomplished 6, failed 4, what's the result? do the math. most of the time you tend to push yourself to the max, which i am doing now. maybe after a while you would think 'oh, this is not what i wanted, i should have just focussed on doing the 6 main things and do them perfectly', but did u know you would accomplish these 6 particular tasks when you had to do 6 tasks perfectly? no rite? that's the thing. make full use of your time. life is short. don't kill time just for the sake of killing it.